Silent night is keeping me from sleep 2am, I'm running with bare feet Heartbeat racing, I was just sixteen Caught a taxi, hoping I'm not seen So naive, I could not bear to wait Oh, oh what I didn't know I never loved him So what was real? And oh, he was a drug to me But he's the casualty of love Through my neighbourhood (I didn't care) Nothing could stop me from getting there Had a sickness, he was my medicine So in lust, he could have been anyone Not so special, Mama was right after all Oh, oh what I didn't know I never loved him So what was real? And oh, he was a drug to me But he's the casualty of love Mama was right there was no love It's all in my mind Just an obsession with him What a waste of my time Mama was right there was no love It's all in my mind Just an obsession with him What a waste of my time Oh, oh what I didn't know I never loved him So what was real? And oh, he was a drug to me But he's the casualty of love