Charlie Hayley - Negative lyrics

[Verse 1: Charlie Hayley] Something sinister to it Pendulum swinging i'm a degenerate moving Through the city with purpose I'm trying to write these verses To get rid of these curses That seem to be Haunting me, so seemingly I'm haunting all these city streets Because my face is gaunt and i taunt Everybody who wears the cleats That grind me down Day after day, all you see is a frown Lie to me, please, lie, I beg on my knees Cause the truth hurts too much and my spirits deceased As my friends chief the dutch while i stare at my knees Because the only spark im tryna find is one of hope But i'd be better off looking for a m**m pope Sometimes, i feel the need to define Every injustice as a crime and every actor as a mime Even if their words hold value to them That's why i sigh and close my eyes before I turn and boot 'em Out of my miserable life to something thats much better Cause all i bring is cold depression and i need a damn sweater [Hook: Earl Sweatshirt] [Verse 2: Charlie Hayley] Im a noncooperative narcissist. a firefighting arsonist I'll burn the house down and let the fire rage Only to come back with a shotgun thats 12-gauge Looking for the perpetrator of this horrible crime Only to realize that the fault is solely mine So i level the shotty and look at myself in the mirror Then wake up from this nightmare with a face full of terror Cause i dont own a shotty and I'd never hurt somebody So why's the girl of my dreams coming after me in them Wielding a switchblade laced with poisonous venom And eyes thats blacker than the soul of a ma** murderer Yet pretty as rafaeli, you must have heard of her But bar the intervention of someone who truly cares Ill lose my marbles, go nuts, and confirm my deepest fears That im just like my daddy, god bless his soul Thats if he does have one, i think its just coal Black as the skin of kevin garnett, my kin is my target Because while im shopping with him I can't help but notice that he's as fake as plastic linen Polyester, yes, i act the court jester Just to fool the few that think that these old wounds don't fester Just because im cracking jokes But cracking me ain't as easy as is cracking yolks Geuss thats why my demeanors always icy Cause if let my guard down once the sh**'ll come back to bite me Sometimes i wish i could fight me And beat some sense into this drama queen, I hope she knights me Oh, to be royal, not a worry in the world Never have to toil, surrounded by pretty girls But even if i was royal i'd prolly still be Depressed as a purposeless honeyless bee Because, now you know, that's my problem you see I always feel the downside of things, scald my throat with this tea