Charli XCX - Kingdom lyrics

It's all black Your kingdom's turned me blank I'm paper and I'm snow I'm lost but I can't slow I'm lost but not alone It's so light, the dark it burns my eyes My bones, they used to glow But now I'm throwing stones I'm losing where to go Shadows on my back are moving slow They twist behind like white leaves in the wind And as I ride, these horses will say fly Falling hard, falling high, through your arms Shadows in my head don't need no light They stay through the night Without you, my lips are turning blue The water pulls me down And drowns under your sound This silence booms so loud I'm locked up, your kingdom's like a drug The chains are made of gla** I'm breaking through your blood I'm never strong enough Shadows on my back are moving slow They twist behind like white leaves in the wind And as I ride, these horses will say fly Falling hard, falling high, through your arms Shadows in my head don't need no light They stay through the night To every rose a bloody thorn It lift you up and lets you fall To rivers flowing yond the factory halls Your kingdom's come, it's waiting still The space between you'll never fill I tried but I could not change your mind I dance around, and I lost you now I breathed you out, I kept you out But if I could, I'd turn back around