Charles Hamilton - The Butterfly Effect lyrics

Charles Hamilton Yeah... [Verse I] However this starts is the way that it should start Everything I say is from the heart Laid in an apartment next to Some woman who swears she doesn't need a check to respect dudes Guess who, is she real or a metaphor? It doesn't matter, cause to be real I'm forever bored Alone is the word that best describes Nothing in common, I heard you testify Sayin' you know how I feel...No one does Maybe I feel this way cause I ain't grow enough Showin' love to hoes and thugs who don't know me much Status in a rich mans apparatus Leaves them to being my friend for their satisfaction And me writing songs in an unhappy fashion Tucked away to die another day My bond with myself keeps me promising help But... [Hook] No one cares how you feel when you live in a cacoon Nothing ever seems real when you live in a cacoon Cacoon Cacoon [Verse II] Yo Charles, I know you got connects Gimme an A&R's number, say yeah Charles, Make me a star I wonder, if I didn't chill with big wigs and get a deal Would any of these n***as feel chills when I spit the real? A frequent question of the successful but I don't give a f** about success so much You wifin' the b**h but we s** so much her bed was just my nest for nuts But me being me I couldn't accept that it was lust Yes it was, a mess because she didn't accept my love Like everyone else I encountered my whole life "Charles rap? You wild'n" now it's "Wow, he so nice! His style is so like-" Ugh, f** up I grew up a f**ing f** up I drown in waves I'm too curly for a touch up So what up? That's why my wrist is all cut up... [Hook] [Verse III] Yo I don't wanna feel alone anymore No more 3am searchin' through my phone anymore My mom keeps callin' I love her, but listen Mom, you trippin', just for gettin' my attention Remember rippin' all the rhymes I had written? Instrumental CD breakin cause I was dippin' In and out cla** to write what's on my mind At the time Which helped me not cause a Columbine Bottom line I feel betrayed by life So scarred I feel like I gave Blade a knife I'm the f**in' vampire that gave Blade a bite Supernatural can walk through the day at night I just wanna be loved by someone But we all want some One Charles Hamilton