Charles Hamilton - Alone lyrics

Uh, ain't what it used to be. When I was used to you and you were used to me. Usually you was steady using me. And now you gotta deal with the fact you losing me. We used to be something that they usually see. Becomes a b**h move when you choose to flee. The sh** hurts, can't you see the bruises, B? But sh** is nothing, cause none of y'all moving me See, months pa**ed, now the dude improving, B. So today you nothing but old news to me. See it started with a kiss and ended with a diss. And now I'm convinced she's just another b**h. Like weed and Dutch, just another twist. Forces my mind, hear the resist because. From what you did to me... What does it mean, what does it mean to be alone? (I don't know) How does it feel, how does it feel to be alone? (I don't know) I know how you feel, I know how to feel, I know what to feel And... I don't wanna say that Now after that sh**, I'm like "That's it! Never again I'm falling for a black chick." I give a f** if she thin or that thick Only time I'm gonna black is doing this rap sh**. But then again, saw the eyes of cinnamon. The cinnamon was coming from a Dominican. It's like a scent again, it forces me to win again. Because the girls in my past forces me to remember them. And that's why I agree with Eminem. You go through hell just so you could be friends with them. And I'm concentrated on what I'm gonna give her. She want an ocean of love, I'm cool with river. And that's when sh** begins to fall like September. Then you heart's cold like December, remember? What does it mean, what does it mean to be alone? (I don't know) How does it feel, how does it feel to be alone? (I don't know) I know how you feel, I know how to feel, I know what to feel And... I don't wanna say that... Now this verse goes to a special friend. I knew from the beginning that we could blend. But, before I start another trend, I gotta ask her. Scared cause I think that this friendship could end. So I just pretend that I'm just a friend. In the dorm room struggling with emotions within. Have me drunk off the love potion again. Asking God why I gotta hold this again. But he gave me a 40, cause that n***a know me. Now I'm on the fire escape smoking a stogie. Look at my left, never forgot what he told me. I.S.A, stop running from the old me. But baby if only I know you. I gotta tell you mami if I go through.. It's OK, just as long as you'll never say... What does it mean, what does it mean to be alone? (I don't know) How does it feel, how does it feel to be alone? (I don't know) I know how you feel, I know how to feel, I know what to feel And... I don't wanna say that