Charles Hamilton - Frustration And Failed Suicide Attempts lyrics

(Intro) Who would've known the scariest sight is me looking in the mirror Feel me on this [Verse 1] Well hello again, you know who it is the motion is swift Wait until they get a load of this Dismissing your questions suggesting that I am not the best Since whoever had the best since the exit before I snatched it Direct hit, no bullsh** I leave cats breathless d**h is like a chick I got history with Sometimes I wanna visit the chick But she trips and pisses me the f** off with all her bullsh** So I quit Which is why I feel blessed to live Yes I did stretch a bit But I'm kinda short and my message is To think bigger than your average n***a Colorless, I love to dig, ya dig? It's for the love of it So you can't be mad at my frustration I'm just pacing, dammit I'm just waitin' [Hook] Maybe I should end it all tonight One shot could end it all tonight Huh Maybe you can blame it on the hype But I'mma fight wit all my might You know Give ya self a chance Give ya self a chance You tried everyone else Now give ya self a chance Give ya self a chance Give ya self a chance You tried everyone else Now give ya self a chance (Talking) You know sometimes it's crazy to talk to yourself in the mirror Especially when your mirror reflection says some sh** like this [Verse 2] So many demands will enter the hands Of the many damn glances that want to know what's in your plan Don't let 'em sway you into doing what they want They close in the zone in which you existed once The close-minded no violence could happen The whole silence is co-founded in magic The other founder is power And in time you will gain Magic is something that in your mind you can't explain, bang Why do I trip when I look at this mirror? Couldn't be clearer, my rival is me, how can I be defeated? I only die when I sleep Might get caught sleeping but never caught slippin' Y'all gettin' on my nerves, why y'all trippin? It must be the laces They bitin' my tracks so they must need embracing [Hook] [Verse 3] Give myself a pat on the back Kiss my mirror reflection, said matter of fact What's wrong with knowing who you are when you are great Happy's a hard way to think I put on a smart face, little smirk too And told my reflection, "talk crazy and I'mma hurt you" He said, "suicide, you tried by virtue" Doesn't matter what you think you can do Just know what you can do And your soul is pink mixed with blue Think this is true? You crazy as me Spacey as I can be when I space on a beat Basically, I cannot wait to be free Of the chains that pain slavery can make me believe Say cheese, picture illustrated to me What I'm saying is easy to display cuz I named it the beat Peace [Hook]