Charles Hamilton - Karen's Song 3.1 lyrics

[Verse 1] This song is dedicated to Karen Ramona Williams Yeah it's another one This time, this rhyme's a little more troublesome Left in the dark for so long, I felt f**ing dumb Cause I been chewed up and spit out, like bubble gum I think because I couldn't call you, or stalk you The only way to get over you Would be if I saw you And I got that all too familiar feeling When I rode out to Brooklyn, and I entered your buildin' When I come with somebody, you know, to buzz me in Nothin' could of prepared me for when the stuff would begin I ain't gon' front, I was shook and scared Too nervous to stand still, so I took the stairs Walked Six flights up, runnin' outta breath Thinking this type s**s, but it's my luck That when I man'd up and was standin' secure When I knocked You and your new man had answered the door Damn... [Verse 2] You blacked out like you just looked at your worst enemy Screamin' "n***a you did not take my virginity! I thought it was love, it wasn't! We were young..." Damn, the sound of those few words ended me Apparenlty you didn't seem to like the other Karen song But that song was for me, so honestly I don't care at all Anyway, you made me apologize to daniel, your new boo Who looked at me like "Why can I not stand you?" I just came by to say hi, and give you a Christmas card So when I busted into tears, damn the sh** was hard And it's bizzare cause you just played your song But I compromised and smiled, like "okay I'm wrong... I shouldn't of said that I was your first" But it's not like I'm lying about how much I hurt! But you left for no reason, I mean why did you leave? And if you never loved me, atleast lie to me And say you... [Verse 3] On the train ride home, I was f**in sick Fighting tears, thinkin to myself "fu*k THIS b*tch!" 3 years ago I'm thinkin that she loves the sh** outta me God I'm Eesh, I ain't ever had a heart, not a piece Thinkin' that she'd die for me, probably...not She was still stuck in my brain I should of got a Lobotomy If I ain't beat first, I got head first, like a soccer team Didn't nut, but I'm certain that you would of swallowed me This isn't just a song Karen, this is bigger What goes through your mind when you kiss this n***a? b**h I'm bitter, left for no reason at all So all the, tears fall faster than leaves in the fall But, when I think about it, it was Peterson's fault You know, the first guy you started off leavin me for Now I don't give a f**, I'm relieved that your gone Why would I be with someone that would string me along But I believe in the lord, cause he lives in me too Cause I left your house, and went to Tiffany's school And I kissed her, hugged her, Said I missed her, I love her And if I could ever love someone, it would be you Went to her house, the s** was major pleasure And once it was over, we just laid together See it's 1 year down and forever to go And what she feels for me will never get old Cause I know she really...