Charles & Eddie - December 2 lyrics

I wake up thinking that my brother's here Can't accept he's gone away to the other side I feel him watching over me sometimes It's the only time I ever get to feel like smiling Heaven Please don't let me down I only want to say hello to him Just make me want to live myself 'Cause right now I don't feel much like it I've tried so hard to understand this loss We believed in Jesus but did he believe in us My brother only lived to 31 Now I'm my mom and dad's only son