Charity - Bend lyrics

Why can't I break out of the past Take a walk in the park where I'm free All the time wasted, pushing you back Am I pa**ing on this disease? All my thoughts twisted, breaking on the rocks Where they fall into no form at all What am I doing, what have I got Do I have half the heart that I call Love, do you know me? Have you looked on my face? Am I full of your grace? Oh, Love Would you show me How to walk next to you? How to be less the fool that I am? Ooh, bend Would anyone I meet be able to see? That I've studied your time tested way All the great thinkers, one's who had faith And the King who gave his life away What about mercy giving in Do I live up to all that I claim? What am I showing on my skin Do I glow like the morning sun rays Oh, the question here is When I've had a chance to see Is the problem I face Is it everything, everything, everything me Inconsistency oh, I'm such a child I preach Heaven and peace While my mouth goes wild I'm a paradox, a fool, forked tongue I ask God to forgive me for what I have done Ah, ah, ah, ah Oh, oh, bend Ah, ah Oh, bend