Chaotica - I Despise lyrics

you want what's in my head you wanna tap my well you want the secret trick behind my magic spell you want my knowledge base only without the sweat you wanna borrow me except without the jets you wanna reak rewards from my blood and tears you wanna take fruit from the crop that took me years you wanna have it all despite of my expense you wanna take my life without the consequence everything i gave to you it saved you but it destroyed me I, despise, takers, and the apathetic cold hearted uneducated and unsympathetic I, despise, Self-fulfilling egocentric self-righteous shallow minded ignorant and phallocentric you want the tricks of the trade without the lessons you learned you want my key to success for the success that i earned you want me to give it up so you can take it all home and pat yourself on the back while you get credit alone if i gave you what you want would you then bring me along can i stand out by your side would you consider that wrong would you give me anytime after i gave you my all or would you just set me up in preparation to fall everything i gave to you it saved you but it destroyed me I, despise, takers, and the apathetic cold hearted uneducated and unsympathetic shallow minded ignorant and phallocentric everytime i try to make amends i try to be a friend you found a way to take advantage of me you simply used me for my energy you s**ed the life out of me and to this day you deny and disagree from here on out i'll only hang you up maybe i'll bang you up and make you suffer for what you did to me i hope your happy with the choice you made and thats the game that you played but i dont work for free I, despise, takers, and the apathetic cold hearted uneducated and unsympathetic I, despise, Self-fulfilling egocentric self-righteous shallow minded ignorant and phallocentric you want whats in my head you wanna tap my well you want the secret trick behind my magic spell you want my knowledge base only without the sweat you wanna borrow me except without the jets you wanna reak rewards from my blood and tears you wanna take fruit from the crop that took me years you wanna have it all despite of my expense you wanna take my life without the consequence everything i gave to you it saved you but it destroyed me I, despise, takers, and the apathetic cold hearted uneducated and unsympathetic I, despise, Self-fulfilling egocentric self-righteous shallow minded ignorant and phallocentric