Chaos - Triple C 1030 lyrics

Intro As I'm looking out the window I can see your pretty face being formed by the clouds in the sky But it's just another case of the memories erased a mirage being born in my mind I know I'm sounding kinda silly, but our souls are connected by the metaphysical, so divine And even though I'm in the realm of this desolate abyss I know our hearts are forever intertwined And although we've been connected so much more than we projected I forgive you for the way you let me go You were the best secret that I ever kept inside the depths but it's time for me to let the world know Hook 1 Oh I Wish that I could tell you everything that I'd give Just to get the memories off of my mind I Pray you'll never ever have to feel the pain that I did You are the greatest thing that happened to my life Verse 1 I'm seeing all the angels but I'm being burned alive And my spirit is surrounded by the fire of the times The suffering is never ending, how will I survive? I don't know if I can make it, if you're not by my side The limitless is intricate, the syndicate is infinite I'm suffering through all the hurt of people that have been through it We stick through it for benefits and only God can give us it We're into it to get to destinations that are different Shrouded and mystic, clouded and cryptic Everything we're bounded for is drowned in the distance Grave but we shifted, to grace now we're lifted Please God, forgive me for the sins that I've listed The Star of the Sea, visits me frequently Just to give, my life, a break I'm praying everyday but my prayers aren't heard Cause my heart, is not, awake Chorus 1 Sometimes I look back and I wonder about All that we could've been if it would work out You left my life in pieces That I know I'll find some day I'll never let our love fade away Hook 2 Oh if I could sing I'd write a million songs that you'd love And I'll sing them for you every single night I'd get the birds and all the cherub and the Angels above To conduct a symphony of golden skies Verse 2 Not a tongue can explain, nor a mind understand The divinity of litanies, the wondrous plan The thunderous hand, is merciful, but rough as the sand I'm tough when I stand, and hungry like a gluttonous man To enter up into the gates worth a hundred grand Becoming a man, and loving being under the span 'Til Infinity, he's laughing at the stuff that I plan It feels good being good when you run with a clan Lay the foundation Build upon the grace and, the face of the trace that was named Revelation We're facing a nation of vast deprivation Placing our faith in our last reservation Raise up the stones to be burned through the base and The quality of gold will determine our placement The Star of the Sea, visits me frequently Just to give, my life, a break I'm praying everyday but my prayers aren't heard Cause my heart, is not, awake Chorus 2 And when we're dressed up in a sparkling white And rays of mercy shine their heavenly light I would hope you don't remember All the pain we left behind To darkness we will always be blind Hook 3 Now my Suffering is worth all of the wealth in the world If it means I'll get to see you in the sky The celestial court anticipates our entrance above And I've missed you every day I've been alive Verse 3 This might be my last chance to ever explain The severing pain, ingrained, in my heavenly brain And everything changed, the day I met your reveling grace Your heavenly face, those eyes, that are so perfectly shaped You gave me love and you changed my life in every way And every day, I trip down memory lane Every time I go back, man it's never the same Cause every lane, has got me feeling d**hly afraid Of losing you and losing everything I never retained I'm settling pains, the chains, I've forever embraced Are pleasantly raised, and never will I ever be tamed I was designed, so in other words I'm cleverly made But there are days, when the man above is testing my faith And wrecking my state, of mind, like he's meddling hey! Heartbreak is the hardest thing I ever did face And I'ma tell it like it is, for necessity's sake: I used to wish that I would die almost everyday But I've erased, I've behaved, and I've fully regained All the strength, and the grace, that I've needed to chase To be the best that I can be, now I'm the best in the game! I understand now, God, what the lesson became Now I'm chaining all the memories of frivolous waste I forgive you for the pain, babe, I'll patiently wait Until I see your pretty face at the heavenly gates