Chaos Music - Happy Birthday lyrics

INTRO/There's not much to say really/I have a couple of friends, none of which actually know me/it's my fault really, I put up a wall, that no one cares enough to try and tear down/Happy Birthday to me/ 1ST VERSE/Fake smiles and forced laughs, all over again/ Yelling and screaming at every little thing/ Mom's out somewhere with what's-his-name/ And your little boy is about to cut out own name/ I'm gonna pretend everything is all right/ Dad is gone again without telling goodbye/ And mom's been gone for a week/ I'm spending days inhaling glue and smoking weed/ Happy Birthday to another year of lies/ He's back again, throwing sh** and breaking stuff/ And mom's still f**ing all around/ Caring more about what she's getting, then her own blood/ You guys are gone again, leaving a shattered heart behind/ I'll be left alone again, drinking till I'm numb/ Bruises on my body, let's count how many I've got/ From where my shadow doesn't know when to stop/ CHORUS/Happy Birthday to another year of lies/ You'll be gone again without a goodbye/ I'm calling out, screams and fights upstairs/ Your baby boy about to end it all on a chair/2TIMES/ 2ND VERSE/He's gone for good now, with some chick from a bar/ He knocked up and mom hasn't come back/ No idea where she is and your little boy is/ Dying on the floor, cut himself a little too deep/ I hardly know, the one I call brothers/ And I never talk, to mother and father/ It was always this way, can't recall a different time/ We were never together, never done fine/ Always in stupid fights, I know everything about/ I remember it never ended, just screams and shouts/ I even think I was the one to start it all/ Don't wanna talk and I won't be the one to call/ We are broken and cannot be fixed/ I stopped wondering why I'm never missed/ I was never happy and nobody cares if I go/ Instead of living through that again, I better die alone/ CHORUS/Happy Birthday to another year of lies/ You'll be gone again without a goodbye/ I'm calling out, screams and fights upstairs/ Your baby boy about to end it all on a chair/2TIMES/ OUTRO/Chaos Music/Irelle Yoko/Black magic/2015/Alexis Riley/Mandy Villareal/Shannah Mackey/ haha/Sharp Razor: 5USD/Towel: 2USD/New long sleeved shirt: 10USD/Bleeding yourself to sleep: PRICELESS/haha/happy birthday to me/happy d**h to me/