Channel Zero - Self Control lyrics

I had some news today I lose control in here My self control is coming down I've lost the world today I slightly fade away My self control is going down Ignorance feels the worst The bad stay, the good go first All I observe is black for me without a smile My world falls apart Reality strikes and hits you real hard Sometimes reality is k**ing you without a sound I'm gonna breakdown my agony Mastering my self control So I'll breakdown my agony Searching for my self control I heard the news again I lose control in here My self control is coming down I've lost the world today Slightly fade away My self control is going down I need to hold on tight Mind struggling in my fight My mind struggles every night since you're gone I feel so helpless now I try to catch it somehow All you ever leave behind are memories to find Breakdown my agony Mastering my self control So I'll breakdown my agony Searching for my self control Inside my head it's kinda weird I try to follow you I feel the pain it's like a gain That keeps me going on I speak to you, communicate Ask for advice to know Maybe it's a crazy thought I know that I will walk alone