Chandler Sanchez - Bitter Sweat lyrics

Chorus 2x - Chandler Sanchez I had it all, but then I look in your eyes and I watch is all crash over again And oh, take a look at the tears I've shed and now I know, I'll never change again Verse 1 Never change again, bitter sweet love affair Looking at my heart and I'm askin' why I have to suffer their The hate that's inside me gotta get it chisel I don't wanna feel the pain that came from the pistol When shots get fired then em' bodies get laid out Momma's always asking why he couldn't take the safe route No police no snitching that's street code Cause every juvenile is trying to live out tha g-code Wonder why my heart is dark and mind crazy I'm a man that's boy cause I wonder what pop's made me Living in this world with no breathe Future being throughout cause it had no depth No road to follow when I'm following your steps No love to have when I'm living your mess Stress from the time I was born with no vest Cause em' shots fired and it's aimed for my chest Chorus 2x - Chandler Sanchez I had it all, but then I look in your eyes and I watch is all crash over again And oh, take a look at the tears I've shed and now I know, I'll never change again Verse 2 They said life is a dream so I became dreamer Into em' nightmares because my own Katrina Now living like a refugee in my mind I know where to go but it is hard find The boarders of enemies hinder me Centuries of centipedes got you under false siliaque Will it be the love from your heart? That will make a man want to stand when it's hard (I don't know) But what I know I share others Love and life that's what we have mothers Ask around you'll see that the sun goes down In the quickness life becomes merry-go-round I know you were taught we stand and fight I know you were taught we had to plan our life I know you were taught how to handle to strife And through all you were taught we had to stand in light Chorus 2x - Chandler Sanchez I had it all, but then I look in your eyes and I watch is all crash over again And oh, take a look at the tears I've shed and now I know, I'll never change again Verse 3 At home with my best friend we chop it up every night We the talk about our pain and we share what's in our life Lookin' for the wrong in the song that we sing Cause nightmares live in the thoughts that we dream We askin' for the true but we living in your lie And we dead to the world but you swear we so fly Oh I gotta agenda lend me your pen Write love on the hearts of the secrets of men You find out what a man might do When his girl text another guy saying baby I love you You know the pain from betrayal, your hearts in the mail Compa**ion all gone and your love is up for sale You're stuck in a jail, better yet hell I know about the pain cause I carry the smell But I'm learning how to stand and walk right through the door Cause love is judge and she's keepin' the score Chorus 2x - Chandler Sanchez I had it all, but then I look in your eyes and I watch is all crash over again And oh, take a look at the tears I've shed and now I know, I'll never change again