[Verse: Chakkra Tara] Father I'm sorry to bother you with this Drama but my brotha he need a reminder Cause nothing is clear He sits there and acts like l he listens But father I swear he don't hear Predicament after predicament Lost his way with you He trippin he slippin he skippin the Lines that you give em what is it he missing The heart or the mind or the spirit Lord god he is stuck on his mission Trapped in his own vision Don't see him at church anymore Hurts to the core cause he's on his own talking bout the throne How nothing else even matters I tell em do not ignore the ways of the lord knew you so well I can't be for sure So well/ I knew you so well Who woulda known that you would start denying life do tell Please do tell No its okay Everything ain't okay It used to be that he was highly favored but his positive side started to fade Lost his identity never was clear to me how much he didn't care Bout making change Maybe this how he want it Away from the love Away from the hate Pushed himself in a position One day I might lose em An apology that is unforgiven Its pretty scary But I got a confession I'm talking bout myself When will they understand the blessing [Hook: Chakkra Tara] Lord I'm sorry for the sins that I've committed Can you love me for me, love all that you see I've made mistakes but I'm willing to turn my life around Just love me for me, love all that you see Love me for me, love all that you see [Verse: Chakkra Tara] This is so heavenly I met a better me God bless the people who Peddled me way from the enemy Told me to let em be This is the present me Granddad you'll never be dead to me Always remember the things that you did for me Bottling up the good things all yall said to me Not thinking bout people who dreaded me So I just let it be Cause I'm too focused on what moma said to me, baby Forward all Your issues to heaven, man If only you saw the size of the blessing You would understand the devil ain't resting investing his time so that you dont find All of the good things that a woman brings In due time, I used to fall for his idle time thought I would never Ever see a little light that shine Cause I put my trust into the wrong women so I left without em Put my faith into the wrong friendships So I had to leave back home without em Put my family off to the side because The hate was coming so I left without em Cause I knew That me leaving would be new, wouldn't be true To some people But I knew, that this new, would be good for my ego Yes I let some people down Created enemy's full of energy My inner g said Pay attention how they speak On what the focus be Not everybody round acts on every word they preach So don't tell everybody round you what you hear and what you see Almost lost my life 5 years back cause brothas deceitful, selfish Minded, but that's how they were raised, round careless people Never give up faith keep ya light burning forever To all my, colored men cherish black woman forever To all my Beautiful sisters always make him remember why he is better [Hook: Chakkra Tara] Lord I'm sorry for the sins that I've committed Can you love me for me, love all that you see I've made mistakes but I'm willing to turn my life around Just love me for me, love all that you see Love me for me, love all that you see [Outro Verse: Chakkra Tara] I did this for family I did this for change No excitement inside of my life till this day Rather lay in cement cause the gra** where they stay Talking bout all em snakes from way back in my day She so quiet lord why, why she so quiet So many grudges against me and I'm steady treading through riots I apologized for the wrongs doings that were compromised My grandfather see he pa**ed away Tears I couldn't hide I became the man I am today from Watching mom and dad do they own thing I say I pray everyday and never lay until you say goodnight What Are you about today relay my love for saviors sake We in Good company So I guess it's ok