Chad Siwik - Nightmare lyrics

Nightmare-- And I can't go anywhere And though I try to attack My dream is holding me back Nightmare-- And I can't go anywhere And though I try to attack My dream is holding me back I can't go anywhere "Money has been restricting this Because of the need for self preservation High-bling, violent culture." This is a Nightmare/It makes me want to attack I cannot go anywhere/My dream is holding me back And I cannot go anywhere talking to you You don't care You won't hear me out you just doubt You never understood me I told you I'm glad that we're through but I still do sound bitter I can't help but retaliate with some pathetic putdown And the faster I try to run from it I'm just treading water I will wake up safe in my bed But my Nightmare's not over I can't go anywhere This is a Nightmare/It makes me want to attack I cannot go anywhere/My dream is holding me back I self-sabotage, like in dream It's always self-a**igned You agree we need to break-up We're fighting all the time now (and I'm scared) Some is real and some is not real It's always hard to tell (and I'm scared) I'd weigh all the pros and the cons but it's impossible (and I'm scared) I insult my intelligence, I feel the need to keep talking (and I'm scared) My judgment is impaired again I need to keep on walking (and I'm scared) "Keep coming back to the home base." Did I do that right? Did I get it done? Did you understand? Did I come undone? Am I in control Or should I let go? Did I choose correctly? Did it warrant anger? Do I look okay? Did I stand the test? What are others thinking? Am I too obsessed? "Get out of these, these- this primitive, sick systems of relationship." This is a Nightmare/It makes me want to attack I cannot go anywhere/My dream is holding me back You've got something to say Your finger is on the trigger of a proverbial gun I don't want to spoil the fun but what you're doing is wrong What you're doing is wrong Fashion is not important People are more important You're lifestyle's insane It should be the other way Status is not important We all are more important I just wanna rain on your parade Are you using this as your defense mechanism? Can you love me? Love me? "It's wonderful because it encourages people to be educated."