Chad Gardner - Sabotage / Home lyrics

Part 1: "Sabotage" [Verse 1] If this is living Then I am finally finding out Life's misleading If this is freedom Then I'm not sure if I want it now I have reached the ceiling If this is success Well then I should have expected less I could keep on dreaming 'Cause if I'm honest I am beginning to have my doubts What do I believe in? [Hook] I can't escape this sabotage Taking what I want But slowly I'm discovering Exactly what is wrong I pour myself out for myself Such a selfish fool When all I want is you [Verse 2] This isn't living I'm so defeated and uninspired Life's deceiving This isn't freedom I never stop always running tired I just keep on reaching This isn't success I'm just a jumble of work and stress And I'm always reeling And if I'm honest I am beginning to have my doubts Who do I believe in? [Hook] I can't escape this sabotage Taking what I want But slowly I'm discovering Exactly what is wrong I pour myself out for myself Such a selfish fool When all I want is you Part 2: "Home" Now, as I cross this parted sea All I had is behind me With my home now far from view This is home right here with You You have sabotaged this sea Now You're walking here with me This is home, right here with You I am home, right here with You [Bridge] Wade in the water Wade in the water, children [Outro] Life is a restless maze You are my hiding place Life is a reckless haze You are my endless grace