Cex - My Head lyrics

I got in the car And turned the volume to ten I tried to scream along The words to something big But my lungs couldn't handle it My chest was strained And my face was red But the albums make it sound so easy Put your mouth to microphone And the pressure gets released But it never sounds the same When you're the one who's screaming Between the world and my brain This voice supports everything I think on its back And its little spine is bending I've listened all my life and you haven't told me anything Where's the embarra**ment? Where's the ban*lity? I wanna hold the moments that you flush from your memory One day I'll make songs Songs'll make it permenant In four-minute forms The whole world might learn from this And then all the hours of paralysis, imprisonment It might be worth it, might be worth it, might be... My head is spinning But very, very slowly And I hope one day my singing Might contain or control it There's a temporary sanity In this anorexic vanity business Satisfaction can't exist I love work, I love success