Cex - k** Me lyrics

i want you to find me but i don't want you to touch me it seems so disgusting to be handled like a doll i'm not trying to be dramatic i'm trying to be nothing so when you find i've finally done it please burn me where i fall (Chorus:) things aren't getting any better everything is only getting worse i'll apologize for the mess of my life for the rest of my life, forever unless you promise, promise to k** me first i want you to find me but i don't want a big party hiding my body in the ground so your version of the story is safe for the rest of your lives i'm not crying for attention i'm done i'm trying to resign when you find i've finally done it forget my name and set my stupid f**ing corpse on fire (chorus) i'm not afraid why should i be? i've got all my friends from baltimore right here with me i'm not afraid why should i be? i've got all my friends from high school right here with me i'm not afraid why should i be? i've got all my friends from baltimore right– (chorus) === Live === In live performances, the audience is invited to sing back the response "yes we promise" in the chorus: unless you promise, (audience: yes we promise) promise to k** me first