Cerberus - Movie Childhood lyrics

Verse 1 Born to be a child,just a little creature born in the wild In a f**ed up world tryna be mild Tryna remain immature and not surreal Cuz i'm stil like a toddler stealing that holy water Molly-coddle tryna understand the meaning of life in this milk bottle I felt insecure in my childhood,like jayceon taylor with no hood Lemme put mine on I used to think is good to be an adult Learned from my mistakes Missed those breath taking moments Now i'm part of the wrath waking movement Cuz moving forward with babysteps Will make me cry like a baby with no maps Mysterious and obvious why can't you spell my name right Delirious and anonymous,but i still rap in these gaps Putting my sweat in this beaten notebook on my laps Just face the facts My life is like a continuous memento Tattoos are taboos i put them on facades to remember That ember on my mind for my memories pronto It's almost december and my parents are bankrupt Honesty and modesty didn't make them bank corrupt I didn't sink in my psychopath dreams with a psycholaugh Cuz imma kid living like a loner No responsibilities,but my problems get bigger when the cash ain't either HOOK: I just wanna stay young A kid who can't define the right and wrong My pains are growing along with my past Those are envisioned in the mirror I've overcome them with no terror Wish this times will forever last Verse 2 sh**'s gettin' worse when you can't get through past decisions Decisive deceptions grindin' for my atrocious anomalies against your dirty allusions Illusions of staying ignorant with my parents as backup I knew that i can't succeed with these lessons as lay up Cuz it ain't easy when you're kwame brown tryna layup Enjoying the best of me,i hope the future won't take the rest of me Just tell me,how am i gonna sell out the world if you ain't a sellout Adolescence made me a humble pie person Cracking codes like a crack addict ,that's a fumble curse son I don't do d** cuz my parents want me to get a decree You know grades ain't pink toes for your druggy foes who don't go to college for free I'm just limitless,brainstorming it's way boring cuz i'm reckless Seeing hunger like it's a game will make me gonna wreck less Word is bond ,i'm a kid with a vast imagination First love sounds like a dumb cover book that's my perception Inceptions with Christopher Nolan drinking coffee in the same prison section I wish my life was a movie,but when i saw the bigger picture,that sh** just wrecked my brain Time is pa**ing,i think i'm running relentlessly out of line Ya know ,i've lowered these clocks tryna go back and unlock this rock of memories My grandpa is now the only child in me The only part that wasn't destroyed in me