Cerberus - Looped Dreams lyrics

Verse 1 Back against the wall with my ball I wrecked chances Tell the neighbors i co*ked an eye for em cuz i'm diggin' all the glances Looped dreams are now my routine I see struggle through happiness like my country was bombed for the wrong reason Bribes are the new foxes I also saw them on T.V. caring boxes Yeah,you know what i'm talking 'bout I don't need news cuz what is new has become a boycott Boy tell yo mom to switch that sh** down cuz its boiling hot You thought that lying with confidence is gonna grant you a mount rather than an amount What the hell it's happening? Our f**ed up mindsets are like being the pa**ed pawn in a game of chess against honor Faith and hate are now weapons of ma** destruction,hope is about to detonate I'm trying to keep an eye on the future And the rest of 'em in the prison,so people could see the bigger picture Looking at me with a star reputation f** your bradattitude and your aura for a single occupation Where is Jesus when you need him I only see him on the walls,am i his ocular pa**ion Lemme stitch my life in a broomstick My past is cleared by the broom Maybe one day it will click Maybe living your dream inside a dream will become reality I'm living a shadow of my own adolescence No one asked me if i got an idol cuz i might get menaced Trick or treat,Geek and isolated I don't know what keeps me alive and motivated This is thought-provoking,my lyrics are like a vendetta You didn't know betta Stick to the cheese before it turns cheddar I would like to carry on a little bit more Carrying too much commonsense is not a common myth anymore My carriage is here , is gonna take me home Hook: I should resurrect my dreamy vision I'm too realist,that led me to depression Reality is now in my dreams,that's my own creation Yeah i don't want to sleep to see this looped dreams Verse 2 Back at my momma's allure and my dad's liquor,tryina figure How i got back in the real world where i'm not allowed to see the truth I have no proof,navigatin' and cussin' for an answer upon the roof I'm looking for the tree of life Or at least become one of them so no one will ever know that i'm pessimistic But they might use my leaves cuz sh** they're materialistic It seems that i like my new reincarnation My reign is gonna end right here,i'm gonna fade away this nation I'm gonna fade away all of my problems and free throws Cuz that sh** is still free though Panicked with a dosage of sweet anxiety, like i'm addicted Feeling that this nightmare is never gonna stop I knew it will never change ,but then i looked in the mirror And damn it wasn't clearer,i seen it all A portal to my miserable life ,i think that's my call While i knew i had no satisfaction,but to strike Zero dark thirty,it's not worthy I should return to my goddess who gave me birth White sheep,but i let them see the GOAT in me People see these dreams incredibly perpetual Like the petals protect the flowers aphrodisiac celestial Calling for my nightmares ,that's a nil for a beautiful intellectual This flow is poetical,peeping on women like a daniel craig so skeptical Skeet skeet to all them haters,hating so hard that they have my sh** on repeat But then i woke up next to my dusty notebook Yeah,cuz it was all a dream