A life full of joy on day it changes Can not escape of k**ing and rape I feel it sprouts deep inside me I feel the pain is agonizing me The pain every night I don't understand I dream to lick your blood from my hands The pain every night I don't understand I dream to lick your blood from my hands I think it's a sentence, a sentence for me I've got to live with this agony It's a nightmare without an end Where is compa**ion for my defense