Ceeingee - Just Me lyrics

[Chorus] Life is no good, where is the good times gone I am no strong, well that is just me [Verse One] I don't know what to do, I'm takin' the blade My life is seemin' to fade, into the blackness Goin' to the doctors about my problems, I didn't plan this This is sh**, I am sh** and that's it I don't even have much to do with myself, I don't even know myself Who am I, that's what I wanna know Got autism, facin' the problems that I am facin' sh**, I'm racin' myself to the finish line, just after writing a rhyme I get told I'm no good, I can't rap, I can't sing Puttin' me down like anything f**, I gotta follow my heart Make it right like what I should've done from the start I need some help wit my life before it's too late when I grab the knife and put it in me Delete my distiny, I have no dignity, sh** just f**in' help me yo [Chorus] Life is no good, where is the good times gone I am no strong, well that is just me [Verse Two] I am a retard, look at me I don't even know much about money, sh** I'm not good at maths, what is 3+6 I am so stupid, shoot me down Cupid Oh sh**, I'm tryin' te hit meself wit a bat from my room that I brought in the Poundshop I'm trynna make my life hop, god I am a bad boy of rap, I ain't crap I ain't listening to people who don't wanna see me famous, f** this Who cares 'bout me, I'mma nobody, I watch Noddy on the TV cause I'm a retard you see I eat chocolate for dinner, sh** I'mma sinner How many times have I said sh** in this damn song sh**, sh**, sh**, sh**, sh** That's when you know the song is too explicit for anyone, even me I'm not allowed to listen to it, cause it has too many words like sh** [Chrous] Life is no good, where is the good times gone I am no strong, well that is just me [Verse Three] I keep on goin' fast like Anton Is the beat on, I'm faster than anyone I'm startin' to spaz, I rap like it's my last I need some d**, I need some Coke I am so wanna get high, where's the money, I'm broke I need help wit my life but no one is giving me it Where's all the kindness gone, this world is just sh** I turned evil, surprise to hear Like my first kiss with a boy, I'm turnin' queer I might turn into a Alkie next, I love beer I drink Buds, get so drunk that I drink up muds What is my life about, only God knows that answer I love a little funny bar banter, Glesga banter, so funny that you'll die a junkie I haven't took d**, that doesn't mean that I might not further in life I might go on a wrong path, make wrong friends Wear junkie druggie trends, forget that I'm a rapper Might end up finding myself dead somewhere in the woods, in the River Clyde I'mma slide into the river, k** off my liver and let people know that my life is has been good and now it's time for me to go You all will soon get my flow, when I'm dead Not a shot thro my head, I don't want a gun d**h I want a pill d**h, or maybe Red Bull or meth I'm so damn sh**, I'm full of it [Chorus 2x] Life is no good, where is the good times gone I am no strong, well that is just me Life is no good, where is the good times gone I am no strong, well that is just me