Cayman Cline - Consistant lyrics

[Verse 1] East side but I rock left I seem fine but I'm offset Still wondering why I ain't blown up Guess it's not my time, yeah not yet And I've gone through the mud Set fire to water and still people are upset Man, f** tryna be the best I'm gonna be me and hope that I contest And I hope one day I can be somebody f** always being nobody Wish that I could do something 'bout it but I can't Still f** got the same damn problem and no My lights don't shine no more Blew my brains out put a shine to the floor Throw my hands up and surrender to the God and the Sun Yeah I'm saying hi to the lord, uh [Verse 2] Yeah my life has changed Feel a life less pain And I hate myself, my face, my story, my soul f** I even hate my name Dropped two tapes last year They ain't even look my way But I'm about to spend every dime that I have in this sh** just to make my pay f**ing look what I've done All the songs that I've sung Middle finger to the blogs and the hate Working all night just to get my check Grinding through the morning 'til 8 Dedication ain't given That's the life that I'm living Remember all I had was a sh**ty remix But look at all the things I've done I'm proud of how far we've came