CawerP - Asthma lyrics

I don't know how life should Go on when there's no end Even if I keep walking Pa** the helping-hand Fearing where to go and Knowing my soul can't withstand Is breaking something in half Inside my broken self There might be a way to get out Yet I didn't find out how So I'll keep waiting for that door And thought my body starts to rot And my mind's starting to chop I'm still believing in the light I've broken once And got up again I've broken twice It was the same But despite all that I'm now reaching my end Seems like I cannot turn back I don't know how life should Go on when there's no end Even if I keep on holding Out the seeking-hand Not knowing where to go and Feelings, my soul can't withstand Words 're breaking something in half I see them cut in skin The blood is dripping down the knife "Why can't you just end your life?" A question, which is repeating And now their body starts to rot And their minds 're starting to chop I lost my belief in the light "I've broken once And got up again." I've broken thrice It wasn't the same "It's enough! I reached my limit just right now." "You're seeking for a stop?" Dancing in my head These shadows fill this body with their shady tears (And see them running down your cheeks and please your fears) If you try to run They'll drag you down and tear you in their filthy sphere And you ain't going anywhere (Your life's our game now) If this is the ending We're just at the beginning Watching, not able to do anything They are s**ing out your blood You're falling to the ground With such a weakly thud I don't know how I should Go on when there's no end We are eating your heart And break down your defense Just right now I stopped Holding out the seeking-hand Your blood's running dry We are so hungry for more I've broken Got up again But now I give Into their reign Yes, that's right you fool f**ing follow the rules Parasites 're eating through f**ing with my head The shadows fill this body with their shady tears (And see them s**ing out your blood, increase your fears) If you try to run They dragged you down and teared you in their filthy sphere (And you are staying forever) If this is now ending We're still at the beginning Watching, not able to do anything They are hungry for your soul They're eating And singing Repeating Feel the magic poured into your veins While sipping on the devil's cup (Sacrifing your (f**ing) body and soul) Feel how your pith's getting crushed until it breaks Just like an egg cracks up My life's a game now La la la La la la La la la la la la la Forced a smile Cheerily singing Until my Asthma has come to end