I'm in hell without you here, feels like I'm doing time Shut down I tear myself apart tonight Rotted out within and out, left over cast aside For what it's worth, I'm worthless, dead inside Just when I had found some scrap of self-a**urance you Distanced yourself, kicked me down so deep Of this wasted life there's nothing that I wouldn't give To hold you one more time and hear you sleep Living on hope that you'll come back to me Knock on wood so hard that my knuckles bleed All of this sh** in my head would let me be If I could just get some sleep And I know someday I'll be through with all this pain and hurting But now, it's just this one night that feels so uncertain I know someday I'll be through with all this pain and hurting But now, it's just this one night that feels so uncertain