Caucasian - Are You Proud lyrics

[Intro] Yeah.. Caucasian Mom i love you I wanna be perfectly honest… [Verse 1] I just want to make this song not for the sole purpose of selling sh** but to speak to my mother without actually yelling it express my feelings and vent a bit so if you cared you'd listen in There's no doubt that I love you more than life in itself and in my mind you're the one i hope to never say farewell and you may feel i'm in the 9th circle of hell by making this song but i can't even begin to tell you that i was wrong i should've never disrespected you while growing up but mom I never blended in with the rest why you ask well i got common sense over friends i was fine never did d** of any kind and even though if you may think so never was affiliated with gang crime While my attitude may say differently i appreciate all the times you tried to get to me and you gave me my first eminem cd and well the rest is history What i'm trying to say is you mean the world to me Sorry for playing my music real loud but i got one question for you now mom [Hook] Are you proud Of all the choices that i've made Proud through thick thin we always stayed the same All my mistakes i'm the one to blame But mom are you proud of me today [Verse 2] I feel my rap career is kicking off and i want you to be a part of it so hear this song theres a lot of sh** i dont say cause i know it's wrong so i keep it bottled up but not for long That one day when true anger comes out i'm gonna regret it cos' you'll probably kick me out the house but bear in mind i'm venting it through this i hope it doesn't spark some new sh** Matthew my stepfather thanks for looking after my mother and supplying the foundation to respect each other You did what my real dad couldn't cos' hes a p**y b**h and if i could i would dent his thick head with a 9” lead pipe for everything he has said To these lyrics you'll probably think i'm a coward for not saying this face to face out loud but [Hook]