Catherine MacLellan - Dreams Dissolve lyrics

This is where the dreams dissolve, this is where illusions shatter It's been a long year of trying to stay afloat And oh the constant struggle, my mind fights for reason My heart fights for hope. Have I spent any of this time alone Cause that's what this was for No I've been hopping in and out of bed With friends and lovers I was never one of those who could not be alone But now something has changed Love never finds you when you want it to It waits til you've stopped waiting Will I have to spend this life alone? Where is my companion? So far I have been very blessed Am I too demanding? Open up the windows wide, let the cold air come in Let the snow come too Give me something unfamiliar give me seething I can use Let me find something new All these things I can't figure out alone Don't matter with someone Maybe I could learn to let it all go And just have some fun.