Category (Artist) - Turn It Around lyrics

(Spoken) It's time, for a rather rare, emotionally-charged song More than just computer games and nerdy refernces for a change I wrote it, wasn't originally gonna release it, but seeings as I'm recording it now, you might as well all listen to it. So, without further ado, (Rapped) Here we go Here we go Here we go Here we go here we go! Life keeps going, keeps on rolling on It never gets better but it never goes wrong If I was a computer, time to reboot Terminate every process, start them all anew But I'm not so I can't and I wont even try To take my mind off it I keep my eyes to the sky It's not that I'm depressed but I'm not quite happy And for six years I've been feeling this kind of crappy Emotionally I've been so very damn bored Until the night that she walked in through the door I looked at her - held in a shout As she turned my emotions inside out With this little glimmer of hope I seem to be smoking a little less dope So I'll pour my heart and soul into this sound And see If I can turn it all around Life keeps going, keeps on rolling on It never gets better but it never goes wrong Walking aimlessly, smoking a joint But with no destination what is the point? I used to be happy, always with a smile But now I'm mostyl bored and usually in denial So I flash back to my happier days But when I open my eyes, the images stay Mulder and Scully, Mario and Peach, At least thats the way we always seemed to me That was years ago before my great disgrace And I remember now that I see her face Her long brown hair and her hazel eyes The happiness that her smile provides Then I wake up and realize That I should never ever ever make her cry I know my past and won't repeat it Emotionally it made me so depleted From the pain and hurt that I put her through And all the memories I thought had been deleted From the look on her face as she said it's over That little world crushing mini supernova I couldn't take it then, can't take it now So I'll see if I can turn it all around because Life keeps going, keeps on rolling on It never gets better but it never goes wrong In my life I've made a few mistakes But hopefully this is one that I can change I don't talk about it coz I'm so ashamed I don't remember it but results don't change The only girl that I ever hurt But to me - she still means the world She probably hates nerdcore, won't like this song It's the right idea but I'm doing it wrong So I'm gonna make her listen, make her understand Show her my feelings then take her by the hand I've got a second chance and I can't f** up Because without this girl my life just s**s I loved her then, and maybe I still do So through this noise, I'm gonna give her a clue... (Spoken) Big enough clue for ya luv? Yeah, it sounded a lot more romantic in my head. But you can't blame me. At least I tried.