Catalyst - Glimpses of a Prisoner lyrics

(Verse 1) Every day you're there to awaken my slumber There's food on my plate, but I've satisfied my hunger I feel refreshed and much younger There's rain outside, but the lightnings with the thunder This is that brain storm, clashing the insane with the norm I feel the pain but it's unborn, slowly rehashing feelings that were once torn So I'm taking this to the grave, thoughts shackled my mind But i'll never be a slave, i'll never be afraid Trekking through hell, laughin' the whole way The actions that I take, cause a chain reaction of mistakes And I'm actin' as if it's nothing more than a fraction to fate It's a ratchet of hate, but also a breath of roses It rests in noses, but who knows if it ever poses Got my scene frozen, I'm an iceberg in the ocean Surrounded by water, but I'm dry while I'm floatin' Yet I feel I'm chokin on my saliva that I'm boastin' My tongue's toasted and torched And the heavens still won't end my remorse So I'm screaming till my lungs start feelin the force I'm squeezin you tight like you were the pain to my source (Verse 2) It's the temptation, pullin on my sleeves piercing with sensations Feeling's hate waitin' so I'm jumping the gun, take a bullet, there's no escapin' This mind has been encased in, in case that keeps letttin me take the hatin' It's as if I'm dieing and all I can do is keep pacin' But now a little bit of love has been laced in It's giving me the inspiration to pick up the pen again Never lettin my sins win, and I'm wondering are we still friends till the end? Are you grabbin my hand, when your's is the only one to lend Or are you gunna send, me straight back to the place that I belong My heart is yours but the beat is startin' to feel wrong The heat, my art is intertwined within this song I don't know if I can keep apart what's been a struggle for so long I'm in a bubble, trapped from reality It's trouble when I rap about the commonality Of some one whose got the personality That's not even the half of me So when you laugh at me Just know the actuality is you laughing at something you'll never be You'll never see Your blind, walking through doors of pa**ageways Never have you asked today What you could do about the past you paid Tomorrow is laid, by the actions now made Ask, are you a slave to this trade? Or are you brave enough to step in the way? Sacrifice is something that has never crossed your brain wave So I'm taking this train, taking the pain Straining my eyes to see the day That has been blurred by lies, and has a drought through the rain