Catalepsia - VIII: Being lyrics

I am standing on the ashes of the fight i have lost In the puddles of blood i spilled for my own path They show my reflection i haven’t seen for so long The reflection of what i never wanted to see, never wanted to fight for The sunlight fades and leaves before my eyes As i accept the demon who has been fighting for my flesh and soul The lightning strikes as it breaks my heart into pieces of ice And i know that this must go on until the very end of minе Oh alastor, you vanquished me after all I saw you coming but nеver realized the consequence Oh demon, where are you going to lead me now? I am all yours, all yours and without sight And so, i became alastor himself As my reflection showed that i had already changed No love can save me, no words can make it go Just leave and let me face it alone Am i still here breathing this poisoned air? Am i still me, rotting together with this world? Now every light seems misleading Now every hope turns to be false Obsession is the only sign of life And the reason why i run and hide I don’t see myself in this world outside I do not see myself at all I went where no one can follow me And so i fade here in a place that no one sees As the fiend takes over As the fiend speaks for me I went where no one can follow me And now i’m aware of what i must expect As i it takes me to the edge of my life As it takes me down