I always find, but can never get What I desire, I soon forget And as always we start to fight As predictable as the night So let me show you how to do Maybe make a deal or two Touch my soul Touch my skin Let me harm you from within Look, you're a part of me And this is how it must be But secrets fade for every breath I suffered life Now I'll suffer d**h Every advance was really a retreat Every victory just another defeat Take me to a world of yours I will be your inner source Search the secrets of my soul You might find your longed-for goal So let me show you how to do Self-denial can be fun too Eat my heart Peel off my skin Obey the voices from within But secrets fade for every breath I suffered life Now I'll suffer d**h Every advance was really a retreat Every victory just another defeat Turn these fragments into one Then my troubles will be gone