Cast recording - Once upon a time lyrics

Once upon a time I first held your hand, and love was not a crime In a private world where you said "Don't look down," and then I did And now you're lost above me So much left to say Trapped alone here with my best-laid plans astray Standing scared outside a cold church Soul search. Seeking some lost answer From a God who "loves" me Can I turn to You in my need? Will You take me back or watch me bleed? Are You there? There at all? And as I fall from the person that I've tried to be- Could you really love someone like me? Once upon a time All I needed was his hand in mine And we knew it all But now I know not what I do I bow my head and turn to You