Casketgarden - Disgusting Soul lyrics

I'm still holding on. our future, and all our hopes became ancient All dreams, our world has shattered, all that mattered 'Cause one of us has lost all hope, let slip his fears we've fought for years As he faced this i have become a mirror of delusion ...a vision...disgusting Our past was like the highest mountain to climb If you don't crawl you fall off and you'll never be found (never be found) As he faced this I have become a mirror of selfishness Oh a disgusting soul A disgusting soul I helped him to be found by dreams we lived crawling I cut off all the ties and wake him up falling I'm the one now who paddles in blood: a monstrous birth – ferment-mutagenetic spawn The life grinder, soul reaper, deceiver, tormentor. d**h dealer I want to keep our dreams as dreams to esteem I had to wake you up to feel: this mirror is real As he faced this I have become a mirror of delusion Oh a disgusting soul Oh a disgusting soul