If I die Give my body to the sun Please don't cry This field of tears will let me run And the echo sparsely tell me where to go And I'm stuck between the rain And the snow I didn't think dying would be so hard I didn't think living would so hard Waking up In the turning tide Was easier than living in your eyes My love And the paper let me use its face To tell you of all my disgrace And I'm sorry if you didn't say goodbye Yes, I'm sorry if I ever make you cry But none of this time was wasted on you I thought it was fine walking in these shoes But the water was just too cold And your words were just too bold And the summer came at early spring And my lungs let out a breath And then I screamed And as I lie here dying You haven't lost a thing [x2] Its lonely eyes Are letting go of pain So, if I die Let my blood leave a stain