Casey Bolles - Brain Sweater lyrics

When I awoke in a cold sweat I opened my eyes in hopes last year was all in my head Well, of course, it wasn't I stared at a ceiling who hates me Because indecision feeds complacency When I awoke I did not know where I'd been sleeping But I had an inkling it was not the bed I'd wanted High-rise or basement, you take your pick I want to be six feet underground with flowers on the surface Because I'm so f**ing tired Of waking up tired With that throbbing pain in my head I know I'm speaking vaguely, but lately Those are the only terms in which I can speak adequately Now, I know that I don't have the guts To go home, and face what I have not done: Golden opportunities are sitting right in front of me Still I hold my hands behind my back: An excuse to not take the good and bad I deserve to get I found peace in a parking lot I think I'll tell everyone I was hanging out with my friends. Then in the morning I'll drive home like nothing ever happened I found peace in a parking lot