Cartier Jones - d**h Of My Heart lyrics

[Verse 1] Uh, Rozay, I'm on my last cup I'm on my last blunt, and on the last puff I'm way past done, I can barely stand up Like "Where my girl at?", I'm finna wake that a** up I walk up in the room, her face mashed up I look her in the eyes, like "What you mad for?" She says, "We've got some problems that's way past us" I'm like, "Can we wait?", "No" She feels she's way past us I see you lingering on bad stuff That stuff's mad rough Feeling some issues you shouldn't drag up I'm thinking to myself, if it ain't bad luck I wouldn't have luck, I shouldn't have trust It always backfires Thought you could hold me down like a pair of flat tires But she was past tired And I'm a bad liar, so she knows when I do it She holds sh** against me, and she knows when to use it She knows that I love her, but I just didn't prove it She couldn't approve of all of my improvements But if you look hard enough you always find a nuisance So I ask her, "What exactly am I doing?" She said, "Exactly Words that you threw at me Times that you looked past me How could you keep me happy? How could we have a family when all you think is Anthony, Anthony, Anthony?" I said "Hold on, actually You was always in my plans, I guess not enough I guess the situation wasn't what I thought it was" Now I'm past pissed, mad that she brought it up Guess I didn't handle our situations, that caught me up See, baby was thinking, "happily ever" And I was thinking, "look after my cheddar" Planning it clever never ever did I think it would get to this level I guess I forgot which half of me's better I'm mad that I ever met her [Hook] This is the d**h of my heart But I don't need a knife or a weapon to spark I thought I'd seen the light but I ain't have a shot in the dark No, I ain't have a shot in the dark So, This is the d**h of my heart But I don't need a knife or a weapon to spark I thought I'd seen the light but I ain't have a shot in the dark No, This is the d**h of my heart [Verse 2] Uh, I've got a half, she's got the rest of my heart And I don't need a knife or a weapon to spark I thought I'd seen the light but I ain't have a shot in the dark I should've never went, I should've never hopped in the car Or put your seven digits up in my phone I was tripping, I had seven b**hes up in my phone Ready to go, but you was on my dick so hard That when I looked up at your a**, man, it'd get so hard That I had to hit it once, and then I hit it twice Messed around and hit it three times, you had a n***a stuck I don't know if this was lust, I don't know if this was love But this is exactly what happens when you grab me by the nuts Can't believe I had them bu*terflies dancing in my guts When I looked at you my life I would've gladly given up Sadly, this is only the way that you had me Now you gotta add me, to a long list of them Would've been daddies Could've been husbands Should've been love or it would've been lusting Got me feeling like we should've been nothing Cause this feeling sitting in my stomach is disgusting [Hook] This is the d**h of my heart But I don't need a knife or a weapon to spark I thought I'd seen the light but I ain't have a shot in the dark No, I ain't have a shot in the dark So, This is the d**h of my heart But I don't need a knife or a weapon to spark I thought I'd seen the light but I ain't have a shot in the dark No, This is the d**h of my heart [Outro] You see, somebody told me that, uh Y'know, love is like water You can either drown up in it, or lounge up in it Most people never frown when surrounded in it But they just feel crowded, get it? See, I got crowded, and I tried to run But God damn, that's like trying to hide the sun You see, love is like water, you better find you some before your tongue gets dry and your mind gets numb I'll give you a couple days, but the time will come Where you will get so thirsty, you would sell your spine and lungs And you know where these lines is from There used to be two of me, now it's minus one And slowly, I'm starting to feel blind and dumb Looking at the world, you're seeing mirages Hallucinating, parking in other peoples' garages See, most people would think that not eating's retarded But I'm starting to feel like not drinking's the hardest, and Love is like water, the reasoning is flawless You don't drink, you don't live You don't live, you don't love You don't love, you don't live And all of the above Misunderstood you might be called a meat scrub, but Love is like water, and you're probably in the tub A lot of people say that they're hardly into love But I bet you, if their choice was to wet you They would let you Everybody needs somebody to protect you Perfect you, pet you The f** up, shut you Love is like water, I remember when I met you First time we f**ed, twisted you like a pretzel You was red, too, and I was like a tongue, so How could love not be like water on my tongue Seeping through my throat, providing me with vitamins, minerals, herbs, you know Healthy dieting The world is running out of love, you see the rioting Only global warming could cause these local storms And people will be poster storming through all of it, see Love is like water, and I don't even like water But without it, d**h is a promise So why bother?