Carrie Newcomer - It's Not OK lyrics

It's not OK and I won't say so 'Til I'm good and ready to let this one go This one stopped me cold Put me on my knees Saying "God if you're listening take this cup from me." It's not OK, and it can't be right Any kind of good sense has taken flight All I can do now is hold on tight Saying "God if you're listening, stay close tonight." There is no reason, there is no fault or blame There is no justice or jury no judge There is no mercy There are no names It's not OK and it feels like hell And how long this thing will ache, no one can tell No one promised life was going to be fair God are you listening, are you even there There is no reason, there is no fault or blame There is no justice or jury no judge There is no mercy There are no names It's not OK, so lay me down Besides the still waters, before I drown From this dark valley is where I'm bound Gonna leave what I've lost and keep what I've found Gonna leave what I've lost