Carrie Newcomer - I Meant to Do My Work Today lyrics

I meant to do my work today So many plans I had made I'd check the mail, I'd make the calls Save the world and sweep the hall Finally get my accounting done Sort the beans one by one But I got waylaid by the morning sun And I got absolutely nothing done I thought I'd live a louder life I'd learn a lot and get it right I'd rent a loft, I'd drink all night I'd be a living archetype And in a blinding flash of light I'd see that one great insight But silence called me deeper still Like nothing else I know ever will I woke to hear an owl nearby Hunting something large enough to cry Nature's always beautiful The change of season's always right The moon shines cold and true and bright And sets at dawn without a fight And yet, I could not find a way To get myself back to sleep last night I never knew just what it meant The way you smiled while you dreamt And why my heart can overflow And why mistakes can haunt me so Why nothing ever stops or stays? Dust shimmers in the mornin' rays I didn't do the work that I had said I just wandered through these thoughts instead