Carousel Kings - Mistakes lyrics

I'm floating downstream Alone in my sleep With my heart in my hands And weights chained to my feet I've sunk to the bottom And now that I'm down here It's not quite as bad as I've dreamed If only I could be free from reality If only I could be free I'll throw away my mistakes with the past I'm just as big as the shadow I cast Forget about me You swim underneath Underneath a sea, a sea of faded dreams I've sunk to the bottom And now that I'm down here It's not quite as bad as I'd dreamed If only I could be free from reality If only I could be free It's getting harder to deal with the motions It's getting harder to feel the emotion I'll throw away my mistakes with the past I'm just as big as the shadow I cast I'll throw away my mistakes with the past I'm just as big as the shadow I cast