Carolina Fiend - My Life lyrics

[Intro:] Yeah yeah, Yeah Carolina creatives, Carolina's finest We out here, imagine Yea, it ain't all good Never, but check it [Verse 1:] Let me paint this picture For you so you all can See it, swimmin' in these waters But I'm drowning in my seas My boat crashed these last months I'm sittin' cryin' please On my hand and knees, asking god for a plead Steady feelin' pain, my mind lost I'm payin' costs So that I can feel a change, no change Feelin' a bit deranged People wanna hit my line only cause I got a name But I'm A keep on shinin' Lames critics they steady tripin', they fall behind em' Blogs turning me down but I'm Imma over ride em' Lord of the sad lonely, only think about it This be my life, neck to the knife Quick slit drip in my eyes, only red that I'm seeing Is when I survive,yea my life [Hook:] x2 This is my life This is my life This is my life My life, my life [Verse 2:] Will I ever see the light, Maybe I don't know Imagining life, what it's like And how It go Ghost to the land, the land at which I walk apon n***as be hatin', they steady sayin' To get lost, I been Lost I Don't know who I am, at this current moment I don't really care who I am Last week ignoring messages and calls From the fam like, come on Kid I'm trynna get better on how I feel But in the end all that really matters is gettin' filmed To be on TV, sell records, and be dope But it's hard when a emotions steady Holdin' remotes Control me and they sayin' that they miss the Old me Oh please, god let me find a Way Trynna rap and imagine hope to see the dream My life [Hook:] x2 This is my life This is my life This is my life My life, my life [Verse 3:] I wanna live way beyond longer Chasing a dream the great hunt Feelin the hunger Happiness is what lacken apon my daily thunder I bring rain, let it rain apon the beat that's under The sun shine on the other side That lay apon em' Like, Will I ever see day Lost in all the dark, dark gripping my face You see me ? You see me ?, You see me I know that you hearin' this Life ain't look to bright when I started this music bis The fam and the friends tell'n me just to stop and quit I can't quit, written poetry be my medicine My life ain't never been the same Ever since I picked the Pen to a n***a pain My life, my life, my life