Carnifex - Talk to the Dead lyrics

Some nights I know my life will end with violence Some nights I'll do anything for silence I'll punch a hole with some lead Just to get these ghosts out of my head There's a little truth inside all these lies I hide myself well in between the lines I've been here before, so I know how it ends I know how it ends I can talk to the dead but it's not what you think Secret lives and broken promises All thе pain that made their hearts brеak Push the .45 against my temple The room goes silent, now it's uncomfortable I'll plant a seed for your own inner torment Life is hell but we're gonna enjoy it I'll feel better with death's hands around my neck All I wanna do is sleep in my deathbed Put me in a deep sleep I don't wanna wake up for weeks Locked in the darkest parts of my soul I told you before this hell is home Scream 'til you bleed Die in front of me No matter where I look there is no real me I wanna taste the tears as they roll down my face To make up for the years when I couldn't feel a thing I'm not a real person, just other people's memories My face hurts from faking it Tonight I'm not making it Black roses on my grave Bury me with razor blades The further back you go The bigger the horror gets I see life running though me but I don't, no, don't exist I don't exist I can talk to the dead but it's not what you think Secret lives and broken promises All the pain that made their hearts break I can talk to the dead but it's not what you think In the afterlife there is no light They're drawn to me every time I scream Let death reach out and touch you Let it take its pound of flesh from you