Carissa's Wierd - Alphabet on the Manhole lyrics

Its cos your out of sight sh**, this makes no sense She wants to tell me real bad She drove her home Though you'll never know You'll never know She wants an explanation She wants to tell you that Didnt know what had made me run for Dont think there is one She wants an explanation She wants to know what went wrong Didnt know what had made me run for Really dont think there is one She wants an explanation Didnt know what had made me run for She wants an explanation Wonder if i'll try to remember I hope this makes you cry I hope this makes you sad This whiskey's just as dry as i am She'd look more beautiful if she'd cried I just want to lie down How would i know she would break down If i get a map and follow down And alphabet written on the manhole Smiling there it means i finally Hold you head high Slip into the mood of our lie I finally hold your head high So we'll just give up And we'll keep on going over Learn to keep your mouth shut Regret if we find the enemy hands Never fights with me But all these ghosts never leave me alone Give everyone a call Tell them we hope to see them soon Give everyone who's dead a call Tell them you think you'll be home soon Try not to sleep and scare these self affirming notions Try not to think and scare these self affirming thoughts