Carissa's Wierd - You Should Be Hated Here lyrics

they're all surrounding we're both hoping failing slowly attempting one thing to stand up with dignity to walk away do the time to prove it all the new lines wrapped my eyes around the scars upon my head were only meant to spell apologies there's a ten point deer that someone said was impossible to find but until you find it along the freeway standing stupid looking blind (Never thought I could do anything right that?? to say that you were wrong this night is guaranteed to all turn black with memories that haunt the past) i'm only here to fall apart you've been angry from the start but I know these train wrecks happen all the time everything no one knows you should be hated here by now this was the prettiest lie that I told tonight it's been the prettiest lie that I told all year the unmade bed inside the room where I don't feel comfortable at all where blankets stare at me for hours and I stare right back so self righteously (it could be now and I don't feel proud i'm so sorry now i'm sorry now) and it all comes down to composure that's been lost when it all comes down to composure that's been lost