Carissa's Wierd - Die lyrics

I wake up, it's all gone (your characteristic seemed alright) I wish I had stayed at home (you're so disappointed every time) At home here, I need you to tell me all the wrong I've done I wish you'd believe me, I'm alright in my life (the backyard is empty when you're gone) I see you way out there You're standing on a lonely road (Suppose that I said that I had lied just when you said that you were) Die right now I want to die right now She wakes up and then leaves (Your characteristic staircase smile) He's coming; and not naive Remember who your friends are (You're so disappointed when you try) But don't forget the ones you love Promise I'll make it in that hip-hop video (the bad words are endless when you call) I see you way out there You're standing on a lonely road (suppose I had said that I had lied, just when you said that you were) Die right now I never asked to be here