Cardiak - I f**ed Up lyrics

Seems like the more I tried hard, the more I slip and fall I'm tryna be like kobe I just wanna ball But balling comes with fundamentals And my life does not abide by rules its very detrimental I have a bottle of thoughts that lingers in the ocean And bags of mary jane is my only potion They say to many rights eventually leads to a left But me I did right and many people left I was out to get it on my own, fake friends left me to d**h They say sooner or later dog'll eats your supper That's word of wisdom from my mother I messed up my life needed a pause like a comma But my thoughts pace like the speed of a commit I'm really on it I have fairly odd parents I guess you could say that explains my fairly odd appearance Take a look through my head it's very transparent I'm a delinquent Needed time to let reality sync in T.V isn't really, what your thinking Evil is a bacteria It does some good, it does some bad I grew up with many questions like where was my dad? Damn, I had no father figure My mom , my brothers and my sister were in the picture I just want to catch the right woman like the opposite of the pitcher That'll be the catcher in case you don't watch baseball Not ever one life is a home run I'm steady waiting , I fell short still on 3rd base Once I get the money, we out the hood heading to home plate Mom I promise we will see a greater day (Bridge) I started from bottom, I ain't planning to go to no where Long as my mom is good , then I'mma stay right here in Boston I said we started from the bottom I ain't planning to go no where Long as my mom's good then I'mma stay Right here, Right here Started from the bottom I ain't planning on going no where Long as my mom's good then I'mma stay I'mma, I'mma, I'mma stay right here