Cardi B - Selfish lyrics

I gave you more than I give myself So loyal to you that I betray myself Well I guess Ima wither away You a snake and you chose to slither today I gave my all my love and my trust but I guess my all just wasn't enough Yeah there's something about you I can't help it But Ima do for myself I'm being selfish Babe your melody is the voice I need makes me skip a beat yeah And baby you know it yeah But it's hard to show it See the one I love used to be in clubs used to f** with thugs yeah And I can't expose it yeah cause she already know it yeah But why don't you ask me Why is it so hard to fall in love Why don't you ask me Why can I never ever ever try Why don't you ask me Why everything is going this way Why don't you ask me I guess we don't know They say the one that you truly love hurts you the most Now the one that I truly love hurt me the most Now the one that you truly love is hurting you the most I guess I'll never know Why I got so cold It's not your fault Be selfish, be selfish, be selfish Withering away as I gaze at the sky looking at his face and all the pain it's caused me I ask why Didn't I love Didn't I give you more than I ever gave myself What do you wish cause that part of me no longer exist This time I'm first, I'm picking me I finally learned to be selfish