Carbon Leaf - Winter's Dream lyrics

I just dreamed what it's like for me to be dead my icy body sunk in a black lake with the leaves swirling around me the fall can leave such a bad sting in the water my dream ended my life because no stays for the winter all these dreams never really meant that much to me always brings a hand of security my life was spare because it was only a dream suffice to say the water was not as cold as the vision is old God why can't things live when it is freezing? ironic when I'm forced to my cave when It's my favorite season I don't wan't to freeze something's missing