Captain Midnite - The Party and The Dream lyrics

(Kyle Lucas Verse 1) Ugh yup, trying to do what I love Trying to chase my dreams but my feet they giving up Cause it seems I hit a ceiling it and I'm feeling kinda stuck Trying to just stay positive but ain't positive its enough Because a bunch of things that just factor in, I'm not a factory so don't rush Me on these songs all along been no entourage on this bus Just been me, myself and I, pretty much only people I trust Survived a couple of pitfalls, couple people got pissed off And I bit my tongue and just kept quite through the blatant disrespect I been down and out, I mean counted out and I mean basically left for dead Ain't no round about go head count it out I mean b**h go and place your bets Oh you "bout it bout it" then bowing out cause I'm bound to get what's next But then my Happiness has been drained; emotionally I'm in debt I'm just trying to stay focused, that's easier said Every turn has a turncoat business has cache And ya I know I forgave some people but never did I forget Yup (Jonny Craig) It's the party and the dream And the boy who rides in between I'm only getting bigger, I'm Only It's The Party and the dream And the boy who rides in between I'm only getting better I'm only getting (Kyle Lucas Verse 2) And then a couple things ain't pan out, did my best to branch out Seems I had some luck before but I think that b**h just ran out You only want what's best well, best you better stand out And then every person I meet now and it seems they got they hand out And I went so long with out writing; I almost threw the towel in I'm at a loss for words, somebody throw a vowel in I'm only human, takes a lot of talent Between the party and the dream, and I'm searching for that balance So f** them to infinity cause this industry almost finished me All this negative energy you ain't been through this no empathy These opinions ain't offending me, critics ain't no friends to me What's the worst that you can do? I'm already my own worst enemy They love it when you on top, ride coattails when you pop And pray to God you don't flop, cause so called friends will walk My flows on fire, been through hell Opened fire you can see the shells Tried to a**a**inate my character but then they failed Oh well (Jonny Craig Hook) It's the party and the dream And the boy who rides in between I'm only getting bigger, I'm only It's The party and the dream And the boy who rides in between I'm only getting better I'm only getting