Capstan - Elysian Fields lyrics

You always swore to me you’d only admire the sky from afar (Rather than leave) With the clouds beyond the moon and stars Up there is such an empty place So open and vague and the fact that it gave you hope It showed on your face Now it’s so real to me Were you so lost in emptiness that hope became a foreign phrase Diluted and forgotten in the endless daze I never knew how much hate a heart could hold A constant obsession with d**h and depression marked you astray Took you away but I still feel your loneliness like everyday in the worst way I’m drowning in the thoughts and the memories I’m sinking in your absence, in your pa**ing I found you in a room saying words I thought you never meant Quite the sight for sore eyes isn’t it Watching my stability fall apart Highlighting my imperfections as a work of art I just don’t think I can make things work like they did before This comatose state won’t be ignored I’m sorry you were so lost and empty that hope became a foreign phrase But I won’t forget you for the rest of my days I never knew how much hate a heart could hold A constant obsession with d**h and depression marked you astray Took you away but I still feel your loneliness like everyday in the worst way I’m drowning in the thoughts and the memories I’m sinking in your absence, in your pa**ing On your d**h bed You left your final words and they read My world’s become an empty place Void of comfort I felt d**h’s embrace With open arms I fell back I want to see the black